I miss you so much, yet I never truelly had you. You look at me but you see her standing behind me, I don't exist in your eyes, Im invisible, I'm not there. Like a ghost of your past I float around, watching you, seeing you, watching you see her. I wish I could grasp your face in my hands and place a kiss on your lips and be kissed back but I know you'd push me away.

To a friend in reality.