Hey everyone. Lots new in my life. Currently living with the hottest guy ever (he's good in bed too) hahaha. Was up till 3am doing washing and dishes, what can I say, I can't sleep when HE isn't here. I don't want to love him, because I know he sees us as casual, but he knew that I loved him when he made the choice to sleep with me. He should have known absolute attachment would follow.

Anyway, my government money finally came through. Had Chinese for dinner because I felt like spoiling myself. I'll have to buy some groceries. Ah well. I don't need food whilst I'm staying at HIS place. Ah even mention HIM in 3rd person context makes my heart tighten at the fact he isn't here at the moment. And want to know what is worse? I might be pregnant... To him >.>

Stopping by haha

Been a while DA hasn't it? I stop by occasionaly but I only have the library internet to use! D= But oh well.
My new town is good.
Living with my mum is awesome.
++ I miss you all!

Um.. 'borrowed' from sarah... -shirty eyes- NO YOU CANT HAVE MY COOKIE ITS MINNNEEE!





What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[x] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[x] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[x] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[x] 07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = Micheal Jackson
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = YOUR MOM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the voices told me to
[x] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose</i
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs


Freaky cutie with a nice arse who ate Barney The Dinosaur because I have AMAZING boobs.


OMG. THE FREAKY CUTIE ATE BARNEYYYY NOOOOOOOOOOO.

I miss you so much, yet I never truelly had you. You look at me but you see her standing behind me, I don't exist in your eyes, Im invisible, I'm not there. Like a ghost of your past I float around, watching you, seeing you, watching you see her. I wish I could grasp your face in my hands and place a kiss on your lips and be kissed back but I know you'd push me away.

To a friend in reality.

Ever had that deep down feeling of pain, the sort where you want to rip your heart out just so the tears stop falling?

I don't know what had been going on with me lately, I', over stressed, underpayed and overworked.